..dunnoif this makes sence.. but it's something i wrote
It can be an addiction an unhealthy addiction that sinks into the soul that becomesapart of your daily life that makes you sad that pulls you down that is hard to turn around without somebody knowing or to help you get threw you don't want anybody to know but then again you do you dunno what you want it hurts it pulls you downmore you try topull up but it wontlet you your suffering and it feels like nobody knows or cares